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A Nature Lover Confronts Her Fear of Spiders

Aug 19, 2026 · 25m

Summary

Tracy Twombly shares her journey overcoming severe arachnophobia, which was exacerbated by childhood teasing and hindered her career as a native plant nursery owner. After realizing she didn't want to pass this fear to her family, she sought EMDR therapy, discovering her panic stemmed from a fear of death. Today, Tracy manages her anxiety with coping mechanisms and helps her relatives face their own fears of insects and spiders.

Topics discussed

Tracy's childhood arachnophobia and traumatic pranks Introduction to Up From Dust and cultural context Hiding the phobia and avoiding spider-filled trips Husband Aaron's support and the hiking incident Cornfield realization: protecting her nephew from fear Starting a native plant nursery and leaving her job Struggling with spiders in the greenhouse daily EMDR therapy and confronting the fear of death Current progress: managing fear and enjoying work Helping family members overcome their own phobias Conclusion, book recommendations, and credits
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