Ep. 313 – Touching the Sun
Sep 21, 2026 · 46m
Summary
In this 1969 lecture, Ram Dass recounts his transformative first trip to India, detailing his search for a guru after years of psychedelic experimentation. He describes his journey from the disappointment of initial holy man encounters to meeting a young Westerner who becomes his guide. The episode culminates in a profound meeting with Maharaji, whose intuitive knowledge and presence shatter Ram Dass's ego, leading to a deep spiritual awakening and the integration of his "Here and Now" philosophy.
Topics discussed
Opening anecdote: Approaching Maharaji
Episode intro and context: 1969 lecture
Ram Dass's LSD experiments and despair
Decision to travel to the East
The Land Rover journey and companion
Pilgrimage to Amarnath Cave and Darshan
Observations on holy men and Varanasi trip
Giving LSD to holy men and buying a mala
The Tibetan lama and the mala test
Meeting the young Westerner in Nepal
Vision of mother and decision to stay
Teachings on being here now
Traveling with the young man across India
Visa issues and the mother's death
Journey to the Himalayas and meeting Maharaji
The Land Rover negotiation and prasad
Maharaji knows about the spleen and LSD
Chakra opening and emotional release
Giving Maharaji LSD and the Amarnath reflection
Delhi trip and Maharaji's omniscience
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