From the Battle of Fallujah to the Battle for My Soul
Aug 26, 2026 · 38m
Summary
U.S. Army veteran Fernando Arroyo recounts his journey from enlisting after 9/11 to serving in Iraq and Afghanistan. He details the trauma of combat, his struggle with PTSD and suicidal thoughts while collecting shopping carts, and his eventual recovery through therapy and faith. Now a pastor and counselor, Arroyo dedicates his life to helping other veterans find purpose and healing.
Topics discussed
Intro, sponsors, and childhood aspirations
9/11 impact and decision to join the Army
Basic training and brotherhood in the military
Sponsors and transition to airborne school
First parachute jump and assignment to 82nd Airborne
First combat mission in Fallujah and shooting an insurgent
Sponsors and return to Fernando's story
Ranger School struggles and Stop Loss order
Loss of comrades and the reality of war
Post-war PTSD, isolation, and suicidal thoughts
Sponsors and the turning point with a Bible
Nightmares, denial, and being forced to seek help
Therapy breakthrough and overcoming shame
Seminary, counseling veterans, and finding purpose
Story conclusion and final sponsor messages
Plan B advertisement
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