I Lived Straight, Then Gay. Then I Landed in the Middle.
Summary
Host Brendan shares his journey from a closeted youth to an out gay man, and finally to a "middle" identity in his 40s. He discusses the isolation of straddling straight and gay worlds, particularly regarding hobbies like surfing and music. This experience inspired him to launch Middlemen, a podcast and community for men who don't fit neatly into societal sexual boxes.
Topics discussed
Introduction: The hidden struggle of men in the middle
Growing up closeted in the 80s and 90s
Coming out and immersing in gay culture
Feeling disconnected from both gay and straight worlds
Rediscovering passions and attraction to women
The frustration of living a double life
Creating the Middlemen podcast and community
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