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Substack Exclusive: Why Spiritual Questions Open You To Risk

Aug 29, 2026 · 1h 12m

Summary

Mayim Bialik and Jonathan Cohen interview filmmaker Mark Vicente, known for *What the Bleep Do We Know?* and as the whistleblower who helped imprison NXIVM leader Keith Raniere. Vicente discusses his new film, *The Narcissist Playbook*, which exposes manipulation tactics used by cult leaders. He shares his personal history of joining multiple cults, the psychological damage of spiritual bypassing, and his journey to reclaiming his sense of divinity after exposing evil.

Topics discussed

Intro and sponsor reads Check-in and early spiritual experiences Discovery of sound and film passion Religious upbringing and search for meaning Sponsor segments and innate spirituality The 'doorway' to divinity and seeking guidance Joining the Romha organization Critique of 'co-creation' ideology Realizing the mentor was a psychopath Mimicry and the danger of spiritual awe The collapse of moral certainty Reflections on the organization's tech and faults Sponsor segments and post-cult life Being profiled and the appeal of help Reconnecting with childhood wonder and beauty Advice on confronting existential fears Red flags in chosen family dynamics Political extremes and the value of suffering Spiritualizing quantum mechanics and uncertainty The freedom of not knowing Time, destiny, and the psychic prediction Wife's exit and the painful realization Studying narcissism and making the film Vulnerable narcissism and relationship dynamics Resources and final takeaways on empathy
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