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What Happens When We’re Taught Being Gay is a Sin? | Timothy Schraeder Rodriguez

Aug 14, 2026 · 1h 2m

Summary

Host Lauren Ranzino interviews Timothy Schrader Rodriguez, a gay Christian who spent eight years in conversion therapy while working for major evangelical megachurches. Tim shares his journey from shame and self-hatred to finding an affirming faith community, challenging the notion that one must choose between Christianity and queerness. The episode explores the harmful impact of exclusionary theology and offers hope for LGBTQ individuals seeking spiritual belonging.

Topics discussed

Hosts share stories of first crushes and LGBTQ faith Introduction of guest Timothy Schrader Rodriguez Tim's upbringing in evangelical church and realizing he was gay Entering conversion therapy and Exodus International Eight years in conversion therapy and the toll it took Finding affirming community and reconciling faith with sexuality Why Tim stayed in Christianity and his journey to sobriety Advice for queer Christians and the importance of personal relationships The ongoing reality of conversion therapy and current concerns Closing thoughts on love, harm, and welcoming all people
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