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PTSD, Pills, & Ibogaine - The Drug That Can Cure Heroin Addiction In a Weekend? | Ep 219

Oct 2, 2026 · 1h 52m

Summary

PJ Wright shares his journey from a chaotic childhood in Los Alamos to a distinguished Air Force career as an MH-53 aerial gunner, including combat deployments to Afghanistan and earning a Distinguished Flying Cross. He details his struggle with PTSD, alcoholism, and a near-fatal accident that led him to The Meadows in Arizona for trauma treatment. The episode explores his recovery through equine therapy and processing deep-seated childhood trauma, highlighting the importance of seeking help and finding inner peace.

Topics discussed

Introduction and childhood in Los Alamos Family trauma and adoption by Dawn Army reserves and art school in Denver Gas station job and university struggles Air Force armament specialist and F-15s Deployment to Iceland and Korea Selection for special operations and decision Special forces training and helicopter ops Combat missions in Afghanistan and Pakistan Instructor role, accident, and retirement PTSD diagnosis and early treatment attempts Suicidal crisis and ibogaine preparation Therapy breakthrough and somatic experiences Baptism and signs of healing Brain center treatment and warrior path Psychedelic infusions and ibogaine decision Ibogaine experience in Mexico Toad venom DMT experience Post-treatment recovery and community Tower moment and moving to Arizona Writing book and final reflections
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