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I Was 8 Years Sober From Heroin... Then My Doctor Prescribed Me Klonopin & I Almost Relapsed | Ep 199

Aug 12, 2026 · 51m

Summary

Host Lou addresses online rumors questioning his sobriety by revealing his struggle with prescribed benzodiazepines. He details how Klonopin, taken for anxiety after his father’s death, led to dependency, severe withdrawal symptoms, and exacerbated gambling addiction. Lou explains his current medical tapering process, emphasizing that he is addressing the medication issue while maintaining his recovery date.

Topics discussed

Intro, ads, and setting the stage for Lou's hot seat Addressing audience comments about Lou's sobriety Lou's history: Sales job, panic attacks, and initial diagnosis The slippery slope of benzo addiction and overuse Horror stories of benzo withdrawal and hospital visit Ads: REI, AG1, Farmers, Mint Mobile Starting the taper process and dealing with stigma Lou's past trauma: Parents' deaths and relationship breakup The pressure of sales jobs and spiraling mental health Suicidal thoughts and the reality of mental health struggles Gambling addiction: The dopamine rush and financial ruin Benzo side effects, stealing, and the tapering method Ads: Total Wine and Workday Future plans: Therapy and managing withdrawal symptoms Apologizing to the audience and explaining the decision to speak out Reflecting on the sales job trauma and imposter syndrome Final apologies, closing thoughts, and outro ads
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