I Found My Mother Passed Away… The First Thing I Did Was Steal Her Cancer Meds | Ep 222
Oct 11, 2026 · 1h 28m
Summary
In this Get a Grip episode, host and guest discuss their shared recovery journeys and the impact of family trauma on substance use. The guest recounts growing up in a household where his father owned a bar, leading to early exposure to alcohol and a permissive environment that normalized drug use. He details his progression from alcohol and marijuana to severe opioid addiction after a college baseball injury, which eventually led to heroin use. The narrative also covers his role as a caregiver for his mother during her battle with colon cancer and his father's diagnosis with pancreatic canc…
Topics discussed
Cold open: Refilling deceased mother's prescriptions
Sponsors: Workday and Rho GLP-1 pills
Introduction and guest arrival
Growing up in Toledo and family background
Early substance use and parental leniency
Parental separation and mother's dating life
Protective behavior and smoking aversion
Brother's injury and role model dynamics
High school years and alcohol access
People-pleasing personality traits
Discovery of the band Fish and first concert
First LSD experience and its impact
Influence of Fish on music festivals
Sponsors: Rocket Mortgage and CBS Elsbeth
Driving home high and panic attack
Transition to marijuana dealing
Post-high school ego and work plans
Meeting 'Mushy' and bar operations
Debt to Mushy and car recovery
Roommate who played for the Patriots
College graduation and psychology degree
Injury during college baseball game
First use of Percocet and addiction start
Opioid withdrawal and craving cycle
Sponsors: Rocket Mortgage and CBS Elsbeth
Sponsor: Rho GLP-1 pills
Running out of prescriptions and withdrawal
Physical changes and social isolation
Relapse and return to street drugs
Suboxone treatment and caregiving role
Caring for mother's medical needs
Managing mother's pain and own anxiety meds
Buying and selling prescription pills
Mother's death and continued medication use
Ego reduction and personal growth
Father's cancer diagnosis and cigar shop
Father's fear of death and final days
Fentanyl relapse and father's passing
Finding mother deceased and funeral
Reflection on parents' sacrifices
Sponsors: Rocket Mortgage and CBS Elsbeth
Sponsor: Whole Foods Market
Taking mother's drugs and police interaction
No charges and continued prescription refills
Autopsy results and mother's illness
Pharmacy alert and arrest
Detention and court assessment
Lying to judge and grandmother's refusal
Sober living facility and expulsion
Fentanyl in Columbus and local context
Second facility and desire to return
Dry drunk behavior and court termination
Probation graduation and record expungement
Impact of felonies on employment
Moving to Columbus and sobriety date
Super Bowl relapse trigger
Self-harm acknowledgment
Sponsor: Rocket Mortgage
Sponsor: Sustain Pro eye drops
Fear of relapse and willpower
Benefits of recovery community
Relocation to Columbus via MedCab
Career in recovery and skill gaps
Finding purpose in helping others
THC drinks and ceiling effect
Future plans for content creation
Book ideas and baseball analogy
Nieces and family blessings
Closing remarks and USAA sponsor
Sponsors: Rocket Mortgage and LinkedIn
Success is contagious and job aspirations
Grateful Dead ticket and orange juice
Ketamine treatment discussion
Klonopin prescription and vape shop job
Psychiatrist recommendation and past refills
Medical taper and dissolvable tablets
Doctor-patient relationship honesty
Client engagement and closing thanks
Sponsors: Rho and Carvana
Sponsor: SimpliSafe
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