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How I Went From Heroin to a 3-Year Crack Bender & Street Walking | Ep 221

Oct 9, 2026 · 1h 15m

Summary

Nicole shares her traumatic childhood marked by abuse from her grandmother and emotional neglect from her parents, which led to early substance use. She details her progression from pills to heroin, the birth of her children, and the tragic death of her son's father from an overdose. After a period of sobriety, she relapses into alcohol and later stabilizes on Suboxone, only to face a severe car accident that leaves her and her son injured. The episode concludes with her navigating the aftermath of the crash and ongoing custody battles with her sister.

Topics discussed

Intro, ads, and podcast logistics Childhood trauma and living with grandmother Parental neglect, divorce, and early substance use Transition to opioids and stealing from father Discovery of theft, giving up daughter, and meeting dealer Relationship with drug dealer and shift to heroin Pregnancy, birth of son, and early custody struggles First rehab attempts and family drug court Relapse, Zach's overdose, and grief Stabilization, Suboxone, and custody battle Car accident, son's injury, and insurance issues Crack relapse and car hopping with Andy Arrest, jail time, and running from authorities Homelessness, sex work, and final decision to quit Rehab, human trafficking court, and graduation Current life, rebuilding relationship with son, and closing
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